This is my first time doing something like this and frankly, i never thought it would be something on my agenda. I'm not expecting anyone to read this but if they do, i could care less. this is for me i need something to keep myself occupied and t.v just doesn't cut it anymore. As a human being, not as an American, i think the world has gone to shit. I say that of course with no legitimate facts to back it up. there are many aspects of this world and this country that i like, love and admire. Among those are NOT politicians, know-it-alls, smug rich people, and most of all racists. thats what I'm going to bitch about now, racism isn't just a southern thing anymore, no offense to any non racist southerners which I'm sure is a large majority, it has become something that could be considered cool and it bothers the shit out of me. Why is it that using a word I'm sure most don't even know the definition of is cool and in most cases acceptable. Now I have heard people say that because blacks can call themselves the "N" word it means we can too. First this is not true, for the record I believe that we as white people over used that word quite a bit in the past. Secondly, why the hell do you care what some else refers to themselves or friends as, its has nothing to do with you so let it go. As for racisim itself where people just feel the need to hate someone different from themselves. I have nothing to say to you. but if i did I'm sure that either during or after my verbal assault I would throw something at you, probably a fist even though fighting isn't really one of my better abilities. that is really all i have to say about that, and just so you know my punctuation skills are less than adequate and frankly i don't care so either read it and deal with it or don't read it. I'll sleep tonight either way.