I haven't been focusing on the real reason I created this blog and I would like to apologize for that. So here's something relevant to why this world is a huge kick in the balls.
Every time politics come on the screen I consider curling up in a ball and crying. the run for president is poorly named, something more realistic might be whose the bigger liar. I also believe that even though voting is a rather to the point name its rather misleading. It is true we are voting but in truth what are we voting for, most people believe it is a leader and that is where they are wrong. The real point behind voting is to pick the biggest asshole and hope to god they can make everyone miserable and somehow in the midst of all that make sure to piss off the rest of the world and turn them against us, while simultaneously believing we are better than everyone else. Its a tough job, and thank god we have a surplus of mindless, spoiled, upper-class people to do it. Where would we be without the ignorant they truly provide a great service to this world, it kind of gives you a reason to wake up in the morning and be proud that you can trust your leaders.
For those of you who might not have caught on to that last segment that was bitter hateful sarcasm. And if you disagree I am truly sorry and hope to god that someday you can forgive me for being an intelligent, insightful and yes naive individual.
There have been countless attempts over the years by both my peers and adults to make me believe that it is good to base your entire life around what other people think and that conformity is the only way to succeed in this world. And to those people I have this to say. I respect your opinion and I take pity on your dogmatic, Nazi lifestyle.
I do agree that there are certain circumstances where what other people think can be deemed important but in know what is it understandable to change your personality or personality to please society. Now if there is a required dress code for where you work it's understandable to be like every one else in the way you dress. But as far as who you are as a person, there is no reason why that should ever be altered for any reason other than you feel it is better for you.
And if you are thinking that my thoughts are scattered and none of this is remotely related then I believe you should swan dive of a ledge into a pool of diarrhea. Voting is fine, but voting for s0meone because everyone else is, or because they are the only one in the group that doesn't make you vomit at the mere sound of their voice. That's wrong and it just shouldn't happen. I don't condone not voting, but in truth with the candidates we have to choose from I'm not a big fan of it either. I know its a bit of a Catch 22 and I sound like a hypocrite, but in reality unless you are either really conservative or really liberal, which in either case in my opinion you suck and should be tar and feathered, then voting is nothing more than a choice between getting trampled by elephants or kicked by donkeys.
Thats all for today.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
O.K now that I am back from my 2 month writing slump I think I will start this new blog with this.
Conflict has driven millions of people around the world insane and thousands more have developed some sort of clinical depression. I just don't get why so much hatred has to flow back and forth between people. It really is something that bothers me, which brings me to my actual piece of the day. This whole nice guy thing is what I'm gunna be on today for one really big reason. It used to be me.
For years I have been the one in my family, and just in my family I'm totally different when out with friends, who was just that nice like able kid. I went out of my way for everyone, just looked out for all their interests and basically did the whole selfless act thing.
until recently I was somehow, and to this day i still have no idea how and why, labeled the official message carrier and divorce therapist for my parents. which for four years i toughed out and dealt with. I have recently moved out of one house and into another, and in an attempt to make things easier on myself I was attacked, criticized, and pretty much guilt tripped until the cows came home, which they still haven't done by the way...bastards.
So after that one of the two decided that more people needed to be involved and told of my treason, so now more of my family including people I really looked up to and whose company I both enjoyed and needed at this point of my life are against me as well. And it seems even though there are clearly two sides in this battle that every party has their own seperate side as well. So now we have created a massive civil war/feud within my very own family. and ofcourse who takes the brunt of the blame, me.
Now I am in no way saying that I haven't wronged at least one of these people who will remain unamed because when this is read i am going to be recieving enough fire as it is. But that isn't my problem. my problem is that my family, the people whom I look to most when in a time of need are against me. lucky for me this is only a piece if the pie.
For years, the exact amount escapes me at the moment, I have been nothing but helpful to many people. and until recently i expected nothing in return, but now I realize that certain people I was doing things for were just being jackasses about it. for example instead of ask9ing for my help when i came to the house for other reasons i was just expected to help, which wasn't the problem, when I said I was not going to be able to they were so upset and angry they decided to pour on some more bullshit. Great.
So I have decided and already begun to declare that my days of being selfless and prety much just an all around good guy are over. And so far I have gotten one guilt trip, one angered verbal attack, and one parent who decides to belittle me each time I go to his sons house, but that has been the case for years and quite frankly I never liked him.
So this is my official declaration and you my non-existent readers are my witnesses that I say: "thats too bad you should have acted less like manipulative pricks and more like thankful people."
Conflict has driven millions of people around the world insane and thousands more have developed some sort of clinical depression. I just don't get why so much hatred has to flow back and forth between people. It really is something that bothers me, which brings me to my actual piece of the day. This whole nice guy thing is what I'm gunna be on today for one really big reason. It used to be me.
For years I have been the one in my family, and just in my family I'm totally different when out with friends, who was just that nice like able kid. I went out of my way for everyone, just looked out for all their interests and basically did the whole selfless act thing.
until recently I was somehow, and to this day i still have no idea how and why, labeled the official message carrier and divorce therapist for my parents. which for four years i toughed out and dealt with. I have recently moved out of one house and into another, and in an attempt to make things easier on myself I was attacked, criticized, and pretty much guilt tripped until the cows came home, which they still haven't done by the way...bastards.
So after that one of the two decided that more people needed to be involved and told of my treason, so now more of my family including people I really looked up to and whose company I both enjoyed and needed at this point of my life are against me as well. And it seems even though there are clearly two sides in this battle that every party has their own seperate side as well. So now we have created a massive civil war/feud within my very own family. and ofcourse who takes the brunt of the blame, me.
Now I am in no way saying that I haven't wronged at least one of these people who will remain unamed because when this is read i am going to be recieving enough fire as it is. But that isn't my problem. my problem is that my family, the people whom I look to most when in a time of need are against me. lucky for me this is only a piece if the pie.
For years, the exact amount escapes me at the moment, I have been nothing but helpful to many people. and until recently i expected nothing in return, but now I realize that certain people I was doing things for were just being jackasses about it. for example instead of ask9ing for my help when i came to the house for other reasons i was just expected to help, which wasn't the problem, when I said I was not going to be able to they were so upset and angry they decided to pour on some more bullshit. Great.
So I have decided and already begun to declare that my days of being selfless and prety much just an all around good guy are over. And so far I have gotten one guilt trip, one angered verbal attack, and one parent who decides to belittle me each time I go to his sons house, but that has been the case for years and quite frankly I never liked him.
So this is my official declaration and you my non-existent readers are my witnesses that I say: "thats too bad you should have acted less like manipulative pricks and more like thankful people."
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